The full version
The peak I didn’t recognize
At sixteen I was the starting keeper for the top team at one of the best clubs in my state. It felt like the beginning of something. It turned out to be the peak.
In a pickup game that year, a player lost his temper and slammed into me. Two fractures — L4 and L5. A year of recovery, a season gone. When I came back, a new coach chose a different keeper. His reasoning was height. Mine was everything else — speed, jumping, reading the game — and it didn’t matter. Something in me quit before my body did. Senior year, I didn’t even try out.
Ten years in the attention business
I left the game completely and moved to LA. My job became understanding why people watch things — I built audiences and engineered viral moments for other people, from broke creators to established brands. I did it long enough that it stopped feeling like luck and started feeling like a repeatable process.
The receipts, plainly:
200,000+ subscribers built from zero on Keyodo, an experiment channel
19,200 of those subscribers came from a single video
25,547,049 views on that one video
140M+ views across two series I built end to end
50 → 15,600 followers in six months for a soccer gear brand
The accidental comeback
Years later, in a new city, I started playing pickup purely for cardio. A guy I played with kept telling me to try out for a semi-pro side — he knew the general manager. The GM’s verdict: good player, good game IQ, not fit enough. He put me on the second team to build my engine. I earned my way up to the first team.
Then work pulled me away for months. The team leveled up without me, and when I came back I couldn’t keep pace. I tried playing forward against semi-pro defenders and got physically buried. That was the honest data point: significantly better than the average player, a step below semi-pro.
All in, as a defender
Defending is the thinking position, and thinking is my edge. My coach today is the same coach who gave me a place on his team after my back healed, fifteen years ago — the circle closed on its own.
The bet is simple: I spent a decade making other people impossible to ignore. Now every one of those tricks points at one target — a USL League Two roster spot — and the whole attempt runs in public. The scoreboard on the front page updates as I train. When I fail a fitness test, you’ll see it. When a GM says no, you’ll see that too.
See it before anyone else.
The wins, the setbacks, and the numbers behind them — sent when something actually happens, not on a schedule. Unsubscribe anytime, obviously.